イヤイヤいってたバスケも中一で辞めて、学業も中途半端な感じ。何もかも中途半端。将来の夢もタクシーの運転手だった。いじめられる要素満載の中学生だったから、中学３年では同級生に毎日いじめられてた。辛くて、苦しくて誰にも相談出来ない。情けない。でも死にたくはなかった。自殺しなくてよかった。上手く言えないけど、死ななくてよかった。
I quit basketball reluctantly in the first year of junior high school, and my studies were also half-hearted. Everything was half-hearted. My dream for the future was to be a taxi driver. I was a middle school student with many possibilities for being bullied, so in my third year of junior high school, I was bullied by my classmates every day. It was painful and difficult, and I couldn’t talk to anyone about it. It was pathetic. But I didn’t want to die. I’m glad I didn’t commit suicide. I can’t explain it well, but I’m glad I didn’t die.
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