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中学生 その②

死んだらあかん

成績は中学1年で13位、勉強が楽しくなってきた頃で、作文を書けば大阪府から棟方志功賞をもらい、絵を書けば校長室に飾ってもらうような生徒だったが、ちょいデブだったのでいまいちモテず、目立たない存在だった。とにかくクラブ(バスケ部)に行くのが、辛くてね。いやいや行ってた。今思うと逃げるのも手段、我慢する必要もなかったなと大人になって気付いた。3日で辞めれば良かった。逃げるのは恥じゃなくて手段、合わないことにあわせる必要はない。

My grades were 13th in my first year of junior high school, and I was starting to enjoy studying. I was the kind of student who would receive the Munakata Shiko Award from Osaka Prefecture for essays and have pictures displayed in the principal’s office, but I was a little chubby, so I wasn’t very popular and didn’t stand out. Anyway, it was hard for me to go to the club (basketball club). I went reluctantly. Looking back, I realized as an adult that running away was also a way to do things, and that I didn’t need to put up with it. I should have quit after three days. Running away is not shameful, it’s a way to do things, and there’s no need to go along with things that don’t suit you.

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